I'm still awake at this time dear all, dunno what had happened to me, my head spinning round, heart beating, eyes castle in the air. Everybody goes to bed, but I am still here to draw my feeling over here.
I just ended my August spending holiday with my family and started this September with kinda nervous. Nothing special happened in the first of September to me. I'm quite doubt to face this month which everybody called it with "September ceria", Is it real?
I hate being like this, placed in this situation, waiting for something unreal, feel doubt to take chance and keep guessing. It's a fool thing I've did for these couple days. How I would like to share it here, to throw away all my unreal feelings, make decisions and take the risk.